January 21, 2016
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Last night I had a dream. It was Christmas Eve. I can see how much I have changed in the past 10 years. Most people want changes because they want to escape…but it did not work for me. We all have memories—painful memories. Then I found out how to heal myself. How? I did realize that the person hurting me with those memories is Me only.
Most people are not ready for life changes. They avoid any and all solutions, because they are comfortable where they are.
Making the choice to change my life was a phenomenal approach to widen my reality and an astounding learning background; however I had no right to complain or make excuses.
It is interesting how things happen in life. You never recognize what wanders aimlessly will be on your life’s way, and despite the fact that they fundamentally are all our decisions; it appears like you get astonished every day, so often.
My home would dependably be Bulgaria and I realized that my heart had a place there.
Moving to an alternate nation does not imply that you simply lock in and take in the new life and begin conveying effectively. Not a chance. It implies adapting to a wide range of social contrasts, and despite the fact that I have discovered numerous reflections in the middle of England ; there are additionally numerous social contrasts, which have demonstrated troublesome for me. Fears do not disappear, they simply become less important.
On the constructive side however, I think living in an alternate society opens your points of view and makes you more open to individuals. Finding out about the way of life is an enhancement and a gift as well, and an ordeal that nobody can ever detract from you. Individuals frequently ask me whether I miss my family and home, and obviously I do, however I have likewise brought my son to live with me, and it is additionally an excellent method for living here.
I have discovered how hard it was to start searching somebody, who was searching me as well. And when I say following and listening to your heart, I mean it in the broadest sense of the word. It can mean anything, such as following your gut, intuition, feelings, or going with the flow of life.
I have likewise needed to surrender a great deal, being so distant from my traditions and culture, keeping in mind the end goal: ” To find the missing piece of my heart “. Be that as it may, you additionally need to surrender some different things in return for the ones you do have.
I am glad, however it is now, the end of a battle; I have taken in a great deal on my way of life, and about adjusting to one’s surroundings, however one thing I know without a doubt – I will dependably call home where my heart is.
I lost a piece of me some time ago….here…and ever since I have been searching the missing piece of my heart over and over again….to get that piece back. Only then the heart will be happy and will say….job done.
And above all, remember that you are always more than you think you are; you are more than your problems and more than your fears.