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I Am in Love With You

   It’s reasonable to love. The real question is ”HOW TO LOVE”, but let me tell you something: “There is not a particular way of loving”. Love someone from the depths of your heart without any time to invade the person. Give to that person a personal space, because if you stifled the person he will finally hate you.

If you’ve ever been in love, you’ve probably at least considered classifying the feeling as an addiction. And guess what: You were right. As it turns out, scientists are discovering that the same chemical process that takes place with addiction takes place when we fall in love.

Love is a chemical state of mind.

Five hormones : Testosterone, Serotonin, Oxytocin, Vasopressin and Dopamine are guilty for the questions:

 “What is love?”, “Am I loved?” or, “Do I love?”

The brains of the madly in love look markedly different from the brains of those who are not in love, associated with craving and obsession.

When we are loved, we tend to feel it intuitively in our guts. But how does it work?

Is there an extrasensory perception in the heart that is able to read the feelings in another person’s heart?

Once in our life, we actually believe of meeting someone who can completely turn our world around. We start absorbing everything and actually want to hear more and in this way we accept the love we think we deserve.

And everything starts from the moment, when we start loving without knowing how…. We reveal our hopes for the future, dreams that will never become a reality, goals that maybe we would never achieve and the many disappointments life has thrown at us.

And after that?

After that he starts building the world of glass especially for us. And inside of this world he would not be embarrassed to cry with us, while we are hurting or laugh along when he makes a fool of himself.

I think it is so difficult to find that half who will make me whole and that goes for everything.

When I am in love I tend to focus on the positive qualities of him, while overlooking his negative traits.

The man I love I think he is unique, feeling romantic passion for no one else. And I am not worried what he will think of me, because I accept and love him for who he is.

I can be myself. There was no pressure, jealousy or competition but only calmness, when he wasn’t around. Very often simple things bring him to mind….

I open my heart knowing, one day I will experience a love and joy again that I never dreamed would be possible. I found that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart feel again. I am nothing special; a common woman with common thoughts, and I’ve led a common life. But I’ve loved him with all my heart and soul.

I am wondering, if this is enough to me?



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Love Life Sentence

Last night I had a dream. It was Christmas Eve. I can see how much I have changed in the past 10 years. Most people want changes because they want to escape…but it did not work for me. We all have memories—painful memories. Then I found out how to heal myself. How? I did realize that the person hurting me with those memories is Me only.
Most people are not ready for life changes. They avoid any and all solutions, because they are comfortable where they are.
Making the choice to change my life was a phenomenal approach to widen my reality and an astounding learning background; however I had no right to complain or make excuses.
It is interesting how things happen in life. You never recognize what wanders aimlessly will be on your life’s way, and despite the fact that they fundamentally are all our decisions; it appears like you get astonished every day, so often.
My home would dependably be Bulgaria and I realized that my heart had a place there.
Moving to an alternate nation does not imply that you simply lock in and take in the new life and begin conveying effectively. Not a chance. It implies adapting to a wide range of social contrasts, and despite the fact that I have discovered numerous reflections in the middle of England ; there are additionally numerous social contrasts, which have demonstrated troublesome for me. Fears do not disappear, they simply become less important.
On the constructive side however, I think living in an alternate society opens your points of view and makes you more open to individuals. Finding out about the way of life is an enhancement and a gift as well, and an ordeal that nobody can ever detract from you. Individuals frequently ask me whether I miss my family and home, and obviously I do, however I have likewise brought my son to live with me, and it is additionally an excellent method for living here.
I have discovered how hard it was to start searching somebody, who was searching me as well. And when I say following and listening to your heart, I mean it in the broadest sense of the word. It can mean anything, such as following your gut, intuition, feelings, or going with the flow of life.
I have likewise needed to surrender a great deal, being so distant from my traditions and culture, keeping in mind the end goal: ” To find the missing piece of my heart “. Be that as it may, you additionally need to surrender some different things in return for the ones you do have.

I am glad, however it is now, the end of a battle; I have taken in a great deal on my way of life, and about adjusting to one’s surroundings, however one thing I know without a doubt – I will dependably call home where my heart is.
I lost a piece of me some time ago….here…and ever since I have been searching the missing piece of my heart over and over again….to get that piece back. Only then the heart will be happy and will say….job done.
And above all, remember that you are always more than you think you are; you are more than your problems and more than your fears.